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Kristina Esfandiari is Miserable. Based in the Bay Area and the vocalist in King Woman, Kristina writes and performs a brand of moving and evocative music that oozes with nostalgia – and the forthcoming Uncontrollable LP is no different.

Succeeding a string of EPs (Halloween Dream and Dog Days), Uncontrollable follows as Kristina's most complete and nuanced work. Written and recorded over the course of a year, this debut LP is consequentially the most emotional, and quite frankly, saddest release in her history as an artist. Wrestling with insecurities, grief, and the lingering feeling of lack of control, Uncontrollable compiles nine songs drenched with feeling.

Uncontrollable will be released on April 29th, both digitally and on limited edition vinyl.

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released April 29, 2016

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Track Name: Uncontrollable
Never
Cover
Your heart
With shelter
Wear it in
Wear in thin
Don't be afraid to live
Makes no difference
Can you tell me why
I feel so
Numb
When you can't sleep
And you think of us
There's no relief
That's all me
Will you fake the risk
Like you always do
There's only pride left
Uncontrollable
You know it is
But it's worth the risk
I'm offering
Uncontrollable
For the sake of us
I push the brakes
I know what's next
Uncontrollable
Say it's worth the risk
But I push the brakes
I know what's next
Uncontrollable
Uncontrollable
Track Name: Oven
I watch the clock 
2 am
think on you until I'm dead
running in place
I try to reach
I can't get it through your head

I listen to
your favorite songs
on repeat
I never sleep

cuz there are things that time can't heal
what we had was surreal

you say he doesn't care
I guess he doesn't
stick my head in an oven
why should I be ashamed or feel estranged?
I know that you used to love me
you say he doesn't care I guess he doesn't
stick my head in an oven 
why should I be ashamed feel estranged?
I know that you used to love me

I can't imagine how you felt
watching me with someone else
it must have hurt you like hell
said you'd go sleep in the van

well I hit you up when I'm
confused
I really don't know what to do
and our lives are sad in the same way
but I still love you to this day

you say he doesn't care I guess he doesn't
stick my head in an oven
why should I be ashamed or feel estranged?
I know that you used to love me
say he doesn't care I guess he doesn't
stick my head in an oven
why should I be ashamed or feel estranged?
I know that you used to love me
I know that you used to love me
I know that you used to love me
I know that you used to love me
Track Name: Stay Cold
stay cold
keep your feelings hidden
told me
that's how your
mother taught you to be
well
let me tell you something kid
your mom
she's wrong
and that's no way to live
all I know
I miss how we entwine
all I know
in bed 
laughing 
a little too high
all I know
is you with me

you say I'm so passionate
pristine or a total mess

so stay cold

stay cold
stay cold
stay cold
stay cold
Track Name: Violet
you're the most spiteful person
I could 
never be
so when I hear your name around town
hurts me
my stomach drops to
the ground
must
mean
something
pitiful we couldn't recognize
a perfect thing
and I can't breathe at all
at all
violet was all around
without you
fading out

you're the most spiteful person
I could 
never be
so when I hear 
your name 
around town
kills me

and I can't breathe at all
at all
violet was all around
without you
fading out

without you
fading out
Track Name: Stranger
here come the waves
I'm falling back
so overwhelmed by my
emotions
looking around 
I can't relax
I have been down here
for so long
why do I feel so sad?
why do i feel it?
why do I feel it?
you look the same 
you always do
oh stranger
gonna drown with you
it's good to see you
no it's not
and this is harder than I thought

why do i feel so sad?
why do i feel it?
why do i feel it?

why do i feel so sad?
why do i feel it?
why do i feel it?
Track Name: Salt Water
you
like to
harm me
seems true
oh you speak
gracefully
on things
you don't mean

is salt water filling my lungs up?
yeah is salt water filling my lungs up?
yeah it's salt water filling my lungs 
up
up

barley
escape it
every 
time 
I see you
and I'm so 
sick of
goin'
under

is salt water filling my lungs up?
(I can't breathe enough is enough)
Track Name: Endless
my love is endless
and I can't help it
night so relentless
and I won't make it

make a bottomless pit for my grieving
I'm your silent heavy feeling
make a bottomless pit for my grieving
I'm your silent heavy feeling
make a bottomless pit for my grieving
I'm your silent heavy feeling
make a bottomless pit for my grieving
I'm your silent heavy feeling

my love is endless
and I can't take it
my love is endless
and I can't help it
my love is endless
and i can't take it
can't take it